A Grandma's Heart
by Donna Lowich
She doesn't know my name. In fact, I can definitively say that she doesn't even know who I am. To her, I am just another pair of arms who hug her and hold her snuggly against me while she sleeps. But, I know her!
Her name is Karaleen, she is one week old and she is my granddaughter! I can't believe she is here! I can't believe how beautiful and perfect she is in every way possible. Most of all, I can't believe she is my grandchild.
My husband, Walter and I spent the day at the hospital. My son, Jeff, urged us to go home. "I'll call you when the doctor says something is about to happen," he assured us. Reluctantly, we left.
Worth The Wait
I looked into her eyes and she gazed softly back at me. Jeff was standing in front of me. When he spoke, she turned and steadied her gaze on her daddy.She turned her head and again stared directly back at me. We connected immediately, linked by love--and genes!
I wondered: What will she look like, and what will she be like? I remembered asking myself those very same questions as a new mom nearly thirty years ago. I was overcome with emotion and tears spilled out onto my face and raced down towards my chin. It was Grandma wearing her heart on her sleeve.
As tiny as she is, Karaleen has already provided insight into her personality.She was due at the end of the month but came two weeks early. At midnight, the doctor said she could be born any minute. Fearing we would miss her debut, we raced back to the hospital. Once again, she arrived on her own schedule at 3:27 a.m.
Karaleen, without having ever uttered a word, she has captured my heart -- a grandma's heart.
Now she has a large vocabulary and has her own name for me, "Meemaw." Despite my fears that my spinal cord injury would inhibit our interactions, Karaleen has laid aside those doubts. She dances for me, recites how a doggie, kitty cat, horsey, etc sound. We read books together and watch her beloved Mickey Mouse Club on television.
She has a firm grip on my heart; she always has and always will.
As young as she is, Karaleen is proof that children don't see disabilities, they simply see someone to love and who loves them in return.
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Editor's note: Donna Lowich is an Information Specialist in the Foundation's Paralysis Resource Center. Donna was spinal cord injured over twenty years ago and has since dedicated her life to helping others living with paralysis.
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